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4.28 happy birthday...

happy birthday jai...=)

today.
what a day.

I sat there.
for more than half an hour.
thinking.
I miss me.
I miss you.
and you.
and you and you and you too...

you know...I just want to be me.
thanks hun, for letting me be me.
for being my eating buddy.
I counted, 14 plates...approx. 2 cows?! haha.
btw, try to quit...smoking's no good for u.

a song is in my head.
this I promise u.
JC. Lance. JT. Chris. Joey.

I saw a mug today that said: "anyone can be a father, but it takes someone special to be a daddy" ...made me think of BP =)

hugs for *you*
and eddieboo...remember I love you~

tm @ 9am...!!!

I really should be reading my articles...

but couldn't help to go 8 around ppl's blogs and xangas (hehe) =P

Flo's in her MAT315 final right now...*goKU*!!

I was actually able to get up early to go to the lib to read this morning *proud* and got a lot done over the short time that I was there. Got hungry and went to grab some BK for lunch (and more snacks for tonight) then came home. But for the past 2.5 hours that I've been home (same amount of time that I spent at the lib) I got through 1 article ...and my BK lunch!! LOL

*sigh*...and no more marks for the time being...I guess I should get back to reading...damn, I want to nap!!!! z_Zzzzz....

edit @ 5:19pm: 6 articles to go...just checked CCNet...
final mark for wdw 365: 72.8%
(you think he'll round it up to a 73??)
I swear, if it shows up on rosi at a 72, I'm gonna go kick his @$$!!

Re: =)

OMG OMG OMG!!

....he replied!! *lum-ed*

I like emails...hahahahaha

rosi.rosi.rosi.

just logged onto rosi to try to enrol in PHL 362...and thought, "hey! I should check to see if my marks are out"...and so I went in...

2 marks are out:
PHL 337: 83
WDW 370: 75

not bad...doing better than last term so far...but the scary thing is, those are already my 2 best courses. *sigh* I dunno...whatever. so blah today...haha..maybe its the weather. cheaps said he's super groggy too. booooo...

omg omg omg!! my mom just came home and told me some *news* ...that I'm not allowed to tell anyone!!! argh...so hard to keep this secret!!! =D

Happy in Ham!!

ohh...what a beautiful day!!~ got to see my babes n' honey ^_^

dunno why...was tired as hell when I got home so went to bed at 11pm? and then woke up around 3:40am as if it was 10am!! feeling sooooo awake right now! wtf *hon* so as I promised *you*, I'm here to update about what happened today~~

conspired with Rod and Edd to drop into Ham for a *surprise* visit during Mone's "hardcore" studying time (LOL) and it ended up to be quite successful I must say~ =D Sorry babes for calling you so late, but I'm actually glad that I didn't call you @ 1030 and wake you up from 5 hours of sleep! har har har =P

weather was awesome today!! and I love the feeling of Ham, there is just this sense of familiarity...the town is such a decent size and the people are very friendly. damn, should have went to McMaster instead of smelly UT...BOOO UT!! BOOOOOOOOO =P

the day started off with me missing a bus and then a train (d'oh!) but still making it to Union in time to buy the GO passes and search all over for flowers!! haha, that was kinda funny =P the best part about getting the flowers was bargaining...maybe should have asked for a better bargain since the dude didn't even bother to bargain back!! ARGH. I refused to hold 2 dozen roses on the GO train, so I made Rod hold them! hahaha...looked like he was going to "bai shan" =P and the GOLD wrapping didn't make it any less "leung" either -_-" but just glad that the gals liked them~~

GO train only went up to Burlington, so we took the GO bus into Ham (wah! so pro) and got off before the station ...because I actually recognized Edd's building!! I saw it and starting to point and yell "that's Edd's building!!"...and Rod, with suspicion, was like "hai mm hai ga??" but I made him get off the bus anyway! LoL. went up to Edd's place to put down her flowers~ wahh...HOT pink, match her personality?!?! hehehe...yes, SEXY BABES!!! *yababy*

she helped us "yerk" Mone for lunch and we headed over to campus!!~ haha..best part was honey not remembering the locker combo *hon* but its ok, we got it opened in the end!! =) Ran into Gerald too! was nice to see the dude...its been like, what? since JU?? don't remember...then we headed over to have Viet for lunch. HAHAHA...always go there, everytime I go to Ham!! the mango slush thingee was yummy and as usual, and the 3 of them all ordered 303 w/rice!! its like, spring roll +pork+pork balls?? hahaha...apparently, it tastes realllllyyyy good. but I wouldn't know b/c I had good ol' PHO! In memory of my happy "family" days ...=)

Mone had to go home to study, so Edd brought us around town...couldn't find the lake!! hahaha...and we headed back home due to "emergenCy"?? LoL...but ended up going to Fortinos to buy oranges. ok, don't ask. anything is possible when Edd is around =P brought the groceries home for her, webcammed with Mone (took DC pics...so fai) and then Rod and I left around 6ish. wah! once again, feel so smart for finding the GO station!! then waited for the 6:30pm Express to Toronto. ..hmm, ok la, back in 1 hour. not bad at all!!

walked over to Eatons to have dinner @ Mr.Greenjeans...OMG!! the girl was sooooo pretty! wah, soooo in love with her! *drool* love to gup pretty gwai muis~ hehehehe =) food was good too! too bad no time for dessert..harhar, wanna eat apple crumble next time!! yes babes, we'll go eat there next time we shop @ Eatons, ok?? ^_^

got home around 10pm...mom was hogging my comp, thats why I wasn't online. watched this show on TLC called "poisonous women"...VERY INTERESTING!! then went to sleep at 11ish. speaking of sleep...I think I should head back to bed and try to get some shut eye. don't want to screw up my sleeping schedule before my 9am exam and work and shit...blah!

all in all...had a wonderful day~ hehe...and very happy and surprised about something!! har har, ask me about it! ask me about it! can't write it out here, cuz its a "secret" =P hahaha...*nitenite*

P.S: saw a very cute lamb @ Indigo!! =)

Pope Benedict XVI

"The Lord has called me to work in His vineyard" - Pope Benedict XVI

Woke up late today b/c I couldn't sleep last night...and I get a msg on MSN from Jerome (who never in a million years msgs me! lol) "We have a new Pope!" I ran to turn on the TV to watch CNN as it broadcasted the crowd and St. Peter's Square, the balcony window, the bells and the chimney with white smoke for about an hour before the official promclamation of the new pontiff was made. I was both excited and joyful...happy to see that our Church family has a new leader, and I do believe that God will guide him to enforce the Catholic doctrines and to lead His people with love and wisdom =D

Was talking to Flo and I figured that no matter how old I get, "Pope" to me will always be JPII. Maybe because I got to "see" him 2 times @ WYD2002, or maybe because he did so much for the Catholic Church that I cannot imagine a faith that was any other than this. I do believe that he is looking down on us from heaven now, with each and everyone of us in his prayers.

Today was supposed to be my "study day"...HAHAHA!! What a joke, eh? =P It's almost 6pm and I'm debating if I should take a nap before dinner. Gonna head out to Markville to visit Flo @ work and then we're gonna go out for tong sui =) *yayy* I miss my sister~

Been doing a lot of shopping lately...(hehehe) but still didn't get Jai's bday present yet!! Must get tonight!!! haha...or else we're just mailing him the tee =P I don't know why, but I find that its a lot more fun when I shop for other people. Maybe because I have the problem of not liking something after its paid for..haha...or so my dad thinks. I got a lot of "work" clothes, and they all make me look girly and sophisticated *weird*

Looking forward to the rest of the week *winkwink* and GOOD LUCK to all those who are studying for exams!!

Just for *you*...because *you* are my confidence!!

願你可拋棄煩惱
如無奈即管哭訴
就如這次 你聽我的禱告

願這生天氣晴朗
隨著夢把心釋放
未來以往 我倆不驚慌

一起走那怕夜深
夜靜後都會同行
齊觀賞這世間 有多吸引

長路上會晴或暗
事實上萬種可能
未曾放棄 仍相信有轉機

陪著我的仍是你
有你這真正朋友
未來那怕 命途坎坷
有你伴我


~don't need to fear~
~don't need to cry~
~don't need to worry~
~I'll be there~

Together = You + Me!! ^_^

a walk in the park...=D

whoa! what beautifuL weather today!! perfect day for a walk in the park!! ^_^

so much has happened since I last updated...I don't think I can remember everything, how about keeping it short?

Friday:
- got up early to hand in my Young Offenders paper @ Crim and returned all library books
- picked up 05/06 calendars from Innis *miss BB*
- went shopping DT & at Fairview
- lady on the TTC commented on my WYD cross =D
- body checkup w/Dr.Kung
- JPII Requiem Mass @ CMC 8pm w/Flo, dai gau + william

Saturday:
- M4M @ Ottawa
- dad drove over my FOOT! wtf...*hon*
- pho w/SAT group =) [yummy!]

Sunday:
- @ home all day...msn w/ babes!!
- steak dinner @ Amigo
- 8pm mass @ CMC w/Pickle, Miss Chan + Boy, Sil + parents, Matthew + Ceci

...my dad just came home with my meds *sigh* doc said that my red blood count is really low (dropped from 137 to 88) and so I have to be put in iron supplement pills. booo...apparently, ppl under 80 needs a blood transfusion?! don't scare me...haha...he recommended 3 pills a day, but my mom told me to start off with 1 or 2...just to see how my system can take it. she used to be on these pills too, and she said they had a lot of negative effects on her...booo!!

this is my first week of freedom, and I've booked up everyday of the week!! ^_^ *woohoo* let's hope that the weather will be nice for the rest of the week too~~ =D can't wait till Friday when I'll find out what will be going on for me for the rest of the summer!! Also, its Peace on Friday, and I really miss my fellow Peacers =) *love you guys* can't explain how happy I was when I finally spotted Flo n' Miss Chan among the crowds on Saturday..hahaha...I was screaming and jumping but I don't think that they saw me =P

I hope sai lo was able to get up this morning for his SS enrolment on Rosi. haha...cutie is seriously my bro man, never knew we had the same love for peppers!! YOU ROCK!! =)

Plans for the rest of the week:

Tuesday - DT/movie w/Rod
Wednesday - lunch w/lang lui & meet Flo for shopping/K??
Thursday - fob mall w/BB & Edo??
Friday - PEACE!!! ^_^

and now...I think its time for nappy!! ahh...freedom feels nice =D

because only *you* understand *me*...=D

*happY* ...I finally handed in that PHL 322 paper!! ^_^

got to see *you* today...thanks for getting me the bageL! although not enough BUTTER (darn!) it was still good. I remember some wise person said before..."its not the food, but the company" but I think in our case...its the food AND the company!! thanks for spending the whole night with me (omg, that sounds kinda bad!) ...haha..more crazy webcam pics!! should upload them soon, someone please remind me?!

you see...I'm in a pretty bad situation right now. I have another 12 page research paper due tonight at 12am (which I plan to hand in tm, so it will be a day late) and a final exam tm night at 6pm. After that, everything will be OK. Butttttt...will I survive?! At first, I wanted to rush home after lecture to do the essay and get it done before 12. Seriously, I think if I really wanted to, it can happen. However, I don't really see a POINT in doing so, because if I rush it and I do a crappy job and I get a crappy mark...then why rush? I rather get the 2% deducted from me and hand in something that won't make me feel like crap. ha! like that stupid essay proposal the other time. Won't have much time to study for the final tm...but I think it should be OK. Youth Justice isn't too bad...esp if the format will be the same as the midterm (harhar, point form answers, pick 3 out of 4...LOVEEE BARNHORST!!)

My right hand ring finger feels funny. Not really "chow-ing gun" but everytime I have to hit a key with my index finger (which is every other letter?! lol) it feels tingly inside. dunno why. most probably just b/c I'm weird...oops?!

My mom just came to tell me that she checked prices for tickets and its $1380 if I fly AC to/fro before June 24. Not too bad b/c my budget was nothing over $1400...right? hmm...only catch is the you have to get the ticket (pay for it and issue it) before the end of THIS WEEK!! aka April 8th. Obviously, I won't know about the SF job till next Friday, so I won't get the promo deal. Supposedly, after the 8th, prices will go up....up up up...and over my budget?? Well, not really MY budget since my parents will be paying for the ticket, but there's no way that I'll go back if its gonna cost them $2000!!! *sigh* whats the point of her telling me that? no point...according to her...just "for your information"...*HON* ...mothers!!

hehehe..today I got the cutest e-card ever!! *thank you* ^_^

think..think...think!!

webcamming with *you* @ 1am...this is what happens:

flo. yababy..............next week.. errr says:
u look very funny when u think

flo. yababy..............next week.. errr says:
i've never seen u think before i dont think

...@_@!!! hahaha...*hon*

I don't THINK I'm capable of THINKING at all right now..brain still on strike (damn thing!) and paper is still not done...progressing very very slowly...

haha..when it comes down to crunchtime, its always *me* and *you* and crazy webcam sessions..with our boxes of cereal?! BLAH. We'll just take turns kicking each others' ass?! LOL =P You know we're the only ones capable of doing THAT!! wahahahahaha =P

plans for next week: SLEEP. EAT. SHOP. SING K. [end of story]

up up and about!

aww...boo...blogger took a few seconds too long to load...or else my first line would be "look at the time! look at the time!" =D LoL...I'm such a loser~~

well, ya...I'm up. But...my brain is still asleep...so I kinda have to wait for *it* to wake up before I can actually do any work. I was just thinking about how crazy this week has been/is/will be. If it wasn't for the PHL 322 paper, I think I'd be much better. It was nice to get about 5 hours of sleep last night! *thanks for the wakeup call* Now I'm supposed to work on my paper...and then I have a test @ 3pm, and another paper due at 12 tm. TTC going on strike?! Strike tm man!! Then I don't have to go to lecture, just email submission!! BLAH. But I wonder what will happen to my final on Thursday...hmm~~ Should I email the TA and ask? I mean, I can probably get my dad to drive me..haha...but I don't mind having that final postponed! LoL =P

hmm...headache is coming back~ But I really don't want to take anymore meds!! I know I'll collapse once all of this is over...haha...I have all week next week to catch up on sleep! Come on wuss, wake up!! >_<

now that PHL337 is over, I'm really gonna miss my crazy Confucius group. hehe...Quinn said we should all meet up at a pub for some beer after exams. Sounds good!! =) I think we did well on our presentation~ I enjoyed the preparation process, and I think the endproduct was really good too! I hope we get a good mark on it...

sor por asked me if I'm going back to HK...*sigh* I really won't know until April 15th. Will it be too late to book a ticket then?! I dunno...I want to go back, but I don't want to go back. I mean, I want to see her and the rest of my family, but when I come back in June/July...will I be able to find a summer job still?! I hope SF hires me...but somewhere inside, I DO want to go back. argh...whatever!!

It was UTCCC's last cell meeting of the year yesterday...traditionally, this is the meeting we say "goodbye" to our grads =) awwww...*sniffsniff* UTCCC won't be the same without you guys!! Although I couldn't stay for long, it was nice to see that so many people showed up for the last meeting~ hehehe...*best wishes* to everyone =)

The GT committee are now home!! yayy~~

April 3rd...Snowstorm!!

you know something is wrong with this world when you get a SNOWSTORM on April 3rd...after a whole week of almost summer-like weather!! *sigh* People, these are all signs...signs that we choose to ignore and overlook. Reminds me of a scene in Bruce Almightly, when Jim Carrey was driving off and asking God for signs...and then a truck with all these STOP and CAUTION signs drives by. HAHAHA...it was so funny. But oh so true...isn't that what humanity likes to do? When something goes wrong, we look up and try to blame God, then we ask Him to "show us the way" with our hearts and eyes closed...I think its time for this world to wake up.

The news of the Pope's death did not sadden me...but rather, I think it had a positive effect on me, reminding me of WYD 2002 with Peace =) This is exactly what I mean by God answers all our prayers...I remember growing up and praying to God for brothers and sisters, asking Him why I had to be an only child...and then, He gave me Peace!! I love you guys soooo much!! To all my fellow Peacers, you showed me what unconditional and genuine love really means!! *hugs* miss my brothers and sisters~~

Watching the live broadcast from St.Peter's Square made me realize one thing...that there are indeed a lot of devoted Catholics out there...man/woman, old/young of any and every ethnic background. This showed me that there is *hope* in the world...it made me realize that there are others out there, struggling to uphold the traditional Catholic morals and values in this world of corruption...haha, and that felt very comforting =D "Malo Malo, Thanks be to God"

Today is a busy day for me...pretty intense. Need to do a 12-15 page philosophy paper and study for a final (both tomorrow) and make those UTCCC grad gifts...which I still have to go buy materials for. HAHAHA...normally, I think I would have been freaked out by now, but surprisingly, I am feeling exceptionally calm and peaceful. I accidently spilt my hot tea on my books this morning, and normally I think I would have just got really upset...but no. Today, I just calmly wiped everything up...and continued on with what I had to do.

Hmm...hope that the GT committee has a safe trip home today. Let's hope that the weather is better out West~ *praying for you guys*

Add oil FLO!!! ....GOKU!! =) Thanks for everything ga jeh~ *hugs*

Praying for JPII

what a day!! *thank you for being with me through all of it* =D

Flo, my parents, and I'm sure a lot of other people are at Church right now...attending mass just for our Pope. For the entire day, I was thinking back on the 2 times that I got to "see" him during WYD 2002. I think the impact of that was...indescribable. As I was telling SY, when he said to us "youth, you are the salt of earth, light of the world" it was like a lightning bolt hit me. A direct command from God, telling me that I have to do something with my life, and not just for myself, but for others around me, for the world...for Him. WYD2002 changed my life forever. For the first time ever, I felt that I had REAL brothers and sisters (thanks Peace!) and felt genuine LOVE. From people I've only met for a week, and others who came from every corner of the world...amazing is all I can say. Also, during WYD2002, many miracles occurred, and those who were there witnessed it with me.

The GT promotion team should be in Kingston right now...and heading to Ottawa and Montreal for the weekend. Best of luck!! Wish I could be there with you guys, but you know I'm always praying for you~~ Poor Boss has to drive all the way!!

It's Peace tonight (my group is leading) but I am not able to attend. With 3 finals and 2 papers in 4 days next week...I think I really need to get cracking. However, I did promise my cutie siu bing sai lo (wah, what a long name!) to help him with the UTCCC grad gifts...which I will do tm!! I believe that God will not give me something I cannot handle, so...the busier I am, the more I want to do...because then, the more efficient I can be!! ^_^

Finally submitted my resume to SF today...but mom said chances are like, super low *hon* Looks like wuss will be going back to HK this summer...but if I do, I'll miss so many birthdays and convos....noooo!! boo =( We'll see what happens~

Once again, thanks to my sor lo for everything =D It wasn't until today that I realized how important it is to have someone who actually understands...and not just, trying to be considerate. Thanks for all your love and support!!~~

Happy April Fools!!

*you* just went out to Timmy's to put up the assignment...*sigh* siu sum d!! and hope you get some decent sleep tonight~ have fun with Yee tm!! =D

I'm tired..want to sleep...more like, SHOULD sleep. But thinking about how much SHIT I have next week...really makes me -_-" blah...I guess the key is to stay calm, and um, NOT procrastinate? argh...@_@!!! but seriously...no motivation~~

So seems like I won't be getting that SF job. haha..does that mean 2 months in HK for wuss? Actually, now that I think about it, if I'm gonna go back to 2 months, I might as well stay in HK till the end of August...BUT...the problem is, I can't leave Suz here to do GT Program Team all by herself. decisions. decisions. duh.

The GT committee (and Elkcip?) are heading to Kingston/Ottawa/Montreal this weekend. Hope they have a safe and fun trip!! Wish I could go too...damn finals!! *pray for you guys* This weekend is gonna be HELL...blah blah...whatever!!

Another thing to DAMN about is that M4M is on April 9th and so is my kai lui's baptism. Honestly, if it was any other day, I would cancel whatever it was I planned to attend her ceremony. It's such a special and important event in her life, and I can't be there for it!! *mm hoi sum* but I'm sure she knows that my heart and my prayers are alway with her~ *love you steph*

oh Flo..if you are reading this, please send me an sms when you get home, just so I know you're home safe =) ...*good nite*