Happy Halloween!!

Blah, that took a while to type (lol)
It's pumpkin day..and ya, what a difference a year (or a day) could make. I was thinking about *him* again today, not sure if I subconsciously remembered that it was Halloween or what.

Tonight is book report night, so you should be able to find me on MSN =) But I'm tired...so maybe sleep instead.

no mood to blog

edit: boo...its almost 3am *bupbup*

there are so many things that I want to do...but I'm just too lazy to actually DO it *boo*

I planned on doing the reading response for phl 342 tonight, but I realized the rest of the course is about "Connectionism" (basically how we can use computers to simulate neuro activity to help understand human cognition) and its like Chapter 2 pysch all over again. It's only a 20 page article but its driving me nuts to read...I don't care about OR AND NOT XOR gates or dendrites and axons and input output crap. boooo...should have done the reading response earlier, when the readings were actually interesting. boys and girls, there is indeed a high price to pay for procrastination: DON'T DO IT!! haha =P

wednesday nights are always very interesting. I absolutely LOVE my wdw 387 class b/c Young has to be one of the most fascinating profs @ UT. although the materials covered in class often leaves me feeling uneasy...I really enjoy looking at the law in a different perspective. it makes you think, and it makes you question, and by doing that...it makes me feel alive. that I'm searching for something and not just accepting things as is. its very difficult to hold my Catholic stance in a class like that...legalization of marijuana, prostitution, abortion, euthanasia, those are all very controversial issues. but I do see why advocates of such activities strive for decriminalization, and to a certain extent, I do agree with them. however, I don't think that just b/c something is not criminalized means that it is right or moral. haha...ok, lets not get started.

I'm excited b/c I have a "feast" date with flo once all of this is over. though its never "officially" over for me till the course ends b/c assignments and papers are ALWAYS due, but its nice to look forward to the 2 weeks in Nov when nothing is due and babes will be in town =D haha, its always nice to have something to look forward to~

flo: I do remember those long nights...back @ DL when we'd update at 3 or 4 in the morning (lol) and you're right, we don't have the youth to do that anymore!! haha...but updating in here once in a while is good too~ at least we're not afraid of 3am anymore?? err..cuz we can't exactly STAY UP till then? hehe..I know you'll be checking this later, so I wanted to have something here for you to read. MSN just kicked you off, or maybe its your internet connection. I just hope that it didn't screw your word or your lab!! add oil with studying...and I'm almost tempted to say..."goku" =P

and to all...a GOOD NIGHT!!~

see ya @ HK resource center tm!! =)

從前情人好嗎? ~~

Boss, you have the most mesmorizing voice~
repeat.repeat.repeat.yay.fobbypose.

flo: add oil add oil with that paper!! after all this is done, we eat duck together. haha. kuku gathering!!!! um, we still have to watch the leo concert dvd?? *hon*

just went to the english forum and read one of his recent mag articles. hmm..i think i've let go of the grudge against him. sure he's not exactly the dai lo that i imagined, but that is still no reason for me to despise him to this extent. lol.

miss chan is right, loving others, praying, and keeping a peaceful heart makes u a beautiful person =) i've been trying to pray the rosary more...i think it makes me more peaceful, and haha, somewhat more loving =P lol. must keep it up!!

can't wait to try gors' "jill c fu yu toong choi" (har har)

mm..almost 12 la, time for bed. date w/mr.chow ^_^

should be reading so I can work on my paper...thats due in 12 hours!!

haha, but what am I doing? hmm...msning with flo and talking about how lazy we both are. and how good a whole duck would be right about now ...I mean to EAT, haha...*hon*

half a chapter, and 3 articles to go before I can write my paper...
my paper thats due at 12...

oh well, for all of you snuggled up in bed already...*good nite*

and for *you*: 同是天涯淪落人 在這傷心者通道上同行...

...你的汗流得好嗎?

情深深 雨濛濛

"我生來就是個刺蝟﹐身上的刺﹐是我的武器﹐是我生存的條件。但是﹐書桓不喜歡我身上的刺﹐為了他﹐我只好拔掉全身的刺﹐儘管拔的時候﹐會連皮帶肉都拉扯下來﹐我還是拔了。我痛啊! 現在我沒有了刺﹐不是刺蝟了﹐我是一個千瘡百孔的四不像﹐但是﹐書桓還是棄我而去...你說﹐我這個沒刺的刺蝟﹐要怎樣活下去?"

突然間...好掛住依萍

edit:
thanks for leaving your msn on away eventhough you're asleep...seeing your name already makes me feel better =)

Happy Birthday Daddie!! ^_^

Not like BP would ever SEE this...but in case he does, I want him to know that I remembered his birthday. haha, and sorry I couldn't make it to the "surprise" party, but I hope that everyone had a wonderful time~ Cloudee is soooo sweet!! hehe~

As much as we don't talk or see each other anymore, there will always be a part of me who will cling on to that "family" that walked through hs together. Looking back, we did so many crazy and stupid things together (they did more than I did =P) and I would do it all over again...

hahaha..and JUST IN CASE BP is reading this, I just wanted to say:

"When you talk...I can hear you!"

hahahaha, Happy Birthday~

looking back, its really hard to believe that we used to be sooo close. its like we live in 2 different worlds now. speak a different language, practice a different culture.

but nonetheless, I wish you all the best in all that you do =)

Have you ever been so thoroughly disappointed in something/someone...that you just lose all sense and feelings??

I rather it never happened. Like in 2001.

I have a magnet from Flo that says:
"Sometimes on your way to a dream, you get lost...and find a better one"

I miss my kukus...