I miss *you*

July KUBI says: Relax

can't wait till tomorrow night =)
I have a date with *you*~~

JEALOUS!!!

green with ENVYYYY....

boo...*sad*

while I was working my @$$ off at work today (moving boxes and papercutting myself) flo, mone, lam ka sum and rod went to FMP & tea. wtf. apparently, flo gave a copy of the tai pan magazine with leo in it to rod to give to me. seriously, who else thinks that something is just NOT RIGHT with this scenario...

I don't know. I'm just sad. end of story. good bye.

where are all my email buddies this week??
cheaps? hun? pickle? lala?

.sucks.to.be.wuss.

in case you were wondering...I'm still alive =D

...no feeling

It's Friday...July 1st
(normally I'd be all excited and picking out which Roots tee to wear today)

Leo's coming...September 18th
(for the past X times that Leo MIGHT be coming...I was so happy I couldn't sleep)

at this moment...I have no feelings.

People say that "same sex marriage" is a sensitive topic, if you discuss it with other people, they may feel offended that you are explicitly against it. How about it being the other way around? That *I* may feel offended when others are in support of it? Statistics show that over 50% of marriages nowadays result in a divorce. How binding, really, is this "legal union"?? How many people respect marriage as a "Holy Matrimony" and not just a piece of paper that allows you to inherit all of your spouses' belongings after they've passed away? Who still remembers that marriage does not only mean the joining of MAN and WOMAN, but it is also a sacred relationship with God? People argue that supporters of "1 man 1 woman" cannot prove that "heterosexuality" is "natural"...then tell me how 2 guys or 2 girls can reproduce. Oh right, I forgot, cloning and test tube babies and all those other misuses of our "intelligence" to "play God".

Humans are too arrogant, too self-centered, too much pride. We think we are in control. That's why its OUR CHOICE, OUR RIGHT to abort the babies in our wombs. Of course, they don't have a right to live, but I do and I don't want a crying little thing to stop me from enjoying my life. Wait...let's backtrack a bit. It's our right to have sex with whoever, and then blame the company that manufactures the condoms and birth control pills when we "accidently" get pregnant. Nope, not our own fault. Stupid piece of rubber...stupid 99.9% protection. It should be our right to SUE the damn company if the underaged girl gets pregnant!!! And now that we've aborted the baby and got rid of the little nuisance, let's take care of that old guy in the hospital bed too. Raking up those medical bills, let's just shut off the life support and send him off...you know, its our right to decide when our family members should die.

Good, now its down to me. It's all about me. Me and MY life, MY money, MY drugs, MY sex, MY own corruption..oops, I mean "success". It's MY intelligence that got me this high in the company. Thanks to all those losers who backs I've stepped on to get me here. Yes, exploit those kids in 3rd world countries. We need to make more money!!!! Who gives a damn about disparities so long as I'm in the top 10%. Build more sweatshops and don't give them adequate food and healthcare. They're not worthy, only I am. Make more movies about drugs, sex and violence, its sells. Who cares about what messages are being sent out to the younger generation, they need to see the "reality" and learn to survive. Don't educate them, just give them material satisfaction, video games about slaughtering others to pieces, and promote the need for girls to be skinny and "beautiful"...thats the way to educate them!!

Since I only have X numbers of years to live, let's just pollute the world some more, since I won't be around to suffer the consequences. Dump toxic chemicals into the water, mine coal for energy and cut down more and more trees!! Ya, that should make the world a better place to live in. Heck, by the time we've used up all the resources on this planet, we would have technology to move all of mankind (the "smart" people only!!) to another planet to start anew!!

...ok, enough venting for today. Just remember, when something "bad" happens (like 911 or the Tsunami) don't go asking where God went...we're the ones who turned away from Him...I'm sure that abortion, pollution, malnutrition in underdeveloped countries, racial and religious wars kills more peole than any Tsunami.

Think about it. Social justice. Where's the justice? I pray for you now... but when we all come before judgement, I can only wish you luck.

~Lord, make me an instrument of Your PEACE~