我明白從今以後都要靠自己
honey said: love yourself *oosh*

天在下雨 下著大雨
好像是代表我的心
cardio arrest? hahaha :P

我不哭泣 我不傷心
只要給我擁抱就可以
>>HUGSSS<<

站在這裡 想著過去
最愛的人都不在一起
(70? 80? 90? LOL)

我的孤寂 說給誰聽
只想找個人聊聊而已
他在那裡 ...??
他在電話的另一邊

親愛的朋友 請別為我擔心
我以學會怎麼照顧自己 :)



I think only my Idol would know this song...
I hope all is going well with you~

ohohoh! It's his bday today!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST 226!!! :)
wahahahahahhaa...90% :P

重拾舊歡 :)

Yesterday was an awesome day!! Lunch with my grapie @ Cora's and then "Mint Chocolate" @ Main Street (hehehe) sure brings back a lot of *sweeeeet* memories. sigh, I miss summer~ hohoho~ can't wait when the weather is nice enough to go to Main Street and eat ice cream again! teehee :P

Mass @ SAT 5pm...I was kinda falling asleep during sermon until I heard father say:

面是人家給的...架是自己丟的

wahahahaha. that is SOOOOO true. you 檢討 ha la :P people don't say anything doesn't mean its RIGHT! they're just being nice and minding their own business.

WINGSSS @ gors...+ movie and Wiiiiiiii~ lol. it was fun!!! but sorry I was so tired. haha, I think it was the alcohol, I slept very well last night ;) hehehe. maybe I should start drinking more alcohol and less tea -_-" lol. but either way, thanks gors! I know I can always count on you for a shoulder....to punch!! haha, whether on Wii or next to me~ hehehehe *loved*

its Scouts mass today...all the way @ SOTW!! the heck. really don't want to go..but I can't ditch Candy so I guess I'll go. sigh...really rather stay home and lounge around on days like these (haha) but its alright :) she needs me!! hehe

aii...woke up with a horrible headache this morning. boo...

!!!

I know what I should give up for Lent...TEA!!! @_@

sigh, even Arn isn't online anymore to chat with me...
I guess its time to sleep...haha...6am. w.t.h.

its soooooo over!!

Leo says :

Come on say Bye Bye Bye
回憶不夠實在 讓心情保持最 High
有多不愉快 就大叫出來 ahhhhhhh!!
Come on say Bye Bye Bye
回憶太不實在 讓眼睛看得最 Wide
原來天空很大 世界很精彩 :)

Justin says:

Bye bye
Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two (or 3? LOL)
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye
Bye bye
Don't really wanna make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough !!!!!!
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye


sick and tired of covering for your ass.
I'm not going to lie for you anymore.

insomnia @_@

what a way to start the new year!!

aii...I don't understand why I haven't been able to sleep. stressed? no...I'm never stressed (haha) maybe just drinking too much tea these days...dim sum and dinner and stuff. I hope thats it. I hope I'll be able to sleep tonight.

boo, everyone is enjoying their reading week and I've got to slave over my paper. no fun. can't wait till its over. sigh.

some good news over the new years..hehe..a special friend is getting married in December!! I hope I can attend her wedding~ hahaha...save $. oosh. oh, and PP and Mark are have a boy and a girl!!! wahahaha...so happy for them. when is my turn? LOL.

k, need to get cracking on that paper!

wishing everyone a happy piggy new year~ *oink*

last day of reading week...

so, as everyone else prepares for the BEGINNING of their reading week, mine is ending... boo. oh well...and haha, as usual, did not get any work done. sigh, its going to be tough to put together that 50% paper for Child Welfare. (yn) that I'll find some time to do some research this weekend.

spent all day cleaning...since I didn't do much yesterday (leen 28). now I feel so tired...and I can still smell all the toxic fumes of the various washroom cleaners -_-" if I die, you'll know why...hahahahaha! :P

Chinese New Year means lots of FOOD. usually I would be quite excited but lately, haven't had much of an appetite (gors doesn't believe me, lol) so I hope I can still enjoy the "traditional culture". hotpot, dim sum, and Tung Tak Lau. I feel full just thinking about it, haha.

want to share a funny msn convo with you...me teaching Arn about the philosophies of "LUM lui-ism" hahahaha...can you see where this is going??

me: you see, if you drew a picture for a girl, it won't be as LUM cuz you're so good at it. but if some other guy drew a picture for a girl, it will be more LUM

Arn: I see what you mean...so I should try to write a song!

me: yes, becuz then she will know that you spent more time and effort on it

Arn: ok, so I'll find you a retard for your next bf...so then everything he does for you will be very LUM

me: ....-_____-"

sigh, mothers :P

3 day silent retreat

hahaha..it felt nice...while it lasted -_-" lol

but now that I'm back home...sitting here in front of the computer...looking at all my school stuff and having the dog barking in the background...all I can say is : ARGH!! but those 3 days of *me* time was really nice..and peaceful :) much needed!!!

there's so so sooo much I want to write about. but I know I can't. not now anyways. but soon, very very soon :) sometimes I have the urge to just tell the whole world (hehe) but I won't..I'll be patient, I'll wait.

lots to do for the remainder of my reading week, considering I did SH!T while I was away. but right now...I want to go back to sleep. damn dog woke me up this morning. boo.

在你遙遠的附近

taking a couple of *me* days this "reading" week :)

need to rejuv
thanks for all the 67817

Machi (Tsuyoshi Solo)

Boku ga ikiteru kono machi wa
Fushigi wo hisome kokyuu shiteru
Mada sore niki zukazu ikiten darou natte
Naname mae wo aruku
shounen ni oto nana furi

Yume wo teni dekizu suteta higa
Tokiori mune wo utsu
Kono shounen no aruiteku saki ni
Fushigi ga takusan saite imasu youni

Uso ni butareru
Otowa suki ja nai ya
Kizu shimiru kedo
Kyoumo tata kattetai na

Ai wo miushinatte shimau jidai da
Daremo ga matte irun da
Jibun wo mamori ikite iku jidai da
Dakara kosobo naga
Ai wo kizamou kizu tsuitari mo
Surun dakedo
Itami mademo miushinaitaku nai

Kimi no kage yureru higa
Oku natte kiga suru
Chitchai otoko de owaritaku naitte
Hikari wo sashite kizukanu soburi shiten da

Chikagoro no sora
Yake ni semaku utsuru na
Kimi mo onaji darou
Fuan dakishimeten darou

Kimi ga kurushimerarenai hoshou ga
Kono machi mo areba
Yuuki nashi de senaka oshita kedo
Imada ki gakari da yo
Tsuyogaru toki ga kita toshitara
Kore wa chansu datte
Kimi nara kitto waraito baseteru yone

Kono karada mada ikeru sa
Geemu wa mada owatchainai sa
Ai wo miushinatte shimau jidai da
Jibun wo mamori ikite iku jidai da
Nanika wo mamoru tameni ai wo fuseru nante busaiku da

Ai wo miushinatte shimau jidai da
Machi mo motomete irun da
Jibun wo mamori ikite iku jidai da
Dakara koso tamashii ga
Ai wo kizamou kizu tsuitari mo
Surun dakedo
Itami dake wa wasuretaku nain da



I miss my Tsuyo...

*bup bup*

can't sleep...I think its cuz of the lai cha + root beer that I had today. argh. I'll probably be sleeping in till really late...but it doesn't matter. hahaha, nothing to do tomorrow :P

fun times tonight @ Dantes to celebrate Kel's bday :) yummy pizza and too bad I was too full for the la-sonia!! hahaha. and too bad everyone had to leave and we couldn't watch a movie. I really wanted to watch a movie. boo...oh well.

nothing to do at 3am...everyone is asleep -_-" so went and looked at some old pics. hehe, happy :D weddings and BBQs and convos and stuff~ I think I'll try to bring my camera with me more and take more pictures. they can be such special memories!!

I'm gonna go lie down and close my eyes and try to sleep...lol. good nite n' sleep tight~ hope you're all having some sweet dreams!!

[edit] 4:13am...I really should sleep -_-"

Happy Friday :)

Friday 09 February

Love is patient and kind. Love does not seek its own advantage, it doesnot rejoice in wrongdoing, but finds its joy in the truth. (1 Co 13:1-13)

...still learning. hahaha..had some evil thoughts this morning and then I read this. whoops, I guess its God's way of reminding me not to be an evil person! hehehe :P

someone told me to be more "explicit" in my blog..hahaha. I'll try :P but its nice to know that you read...and that you care :) thanks! + oil with your course!!!

hmm...reading week has officially started!! yay...and boo. yay cuz I'm looking forward to the week off, and BOO cuz everyone else has reading week...the week after!!! wth. and its going to be CNY soon~ happy happy~ new year new year!! MY year...haha..yes, I'm 12 this year :P lol. I wanted to get the "first day envelope" for the piggy stamps but they were all sold out...ding!!

um...oh ya! summer school schedule is posted! hahaha...I'll have a full term for May but finish by June 18! right in time for cheaps & son's convo ;) I'm debating if I should take "data analysis" (4th year research) or "social work with immigrants and refuges". I think I will enjoy the latter course more..but I don't have to be at school from 7-10pm 4 days a week, the data analysis course is 4-7!! sigh...decisions decisions...what to do?

hmm..I guess I'll figure all this out while I'm away next week. Looking forward to having a couple days of "me" time :) will miss everyone dearly but I think I really need some time to just..haha..hibernate? lol. hope everyone (um, Yorkers I guess) has a relaxing reading week!!! :D

hope *you* get off work earlier today [hugs]

my msn buddies!!

was kinda feeling a bit err but thanks to my msn buddies for cheering me up!! :)

thanks for your pandas and ZEN sarcasm
thanks for your microsoft digital ice house pics
thanks for your facebook "wall" comment
thanks for your "is that all thats bugging you?"
thanks for your "sleep early d la" and ???????
thanks for your *hug* and competition in the battle (lol)
thanks for your efforts to help me load facebook
thanks for your "ello group leader"
thanks for your gum ma toong LOL :P
thanks for your "tell me if you want anything from HK"

thanks for EVERYTHING!!! :D


對著人間天地表演開朗 然而對著你怎捨得說謊

Can you guess?

Here are the lyrics to the ENGLISH version of one of my favourite Leo songs...can you guess which song?? hehe

when the stars are shining bright in the sky
is it there to blind me cause I realize
that you never really tried

maybe you will never be in my life
maybe we're not meant to be right here in time
but I'll love you till I die

let me be the one who lose it
be the one who everybody hates
so let the evil free
when people try to get me down
I'll just here and let them defeat

omg my life is running out of time, for you
can we turn around and hold each other now
omg tomorrow take my pain away
maybe time has just been playing a game
(life is starting again...life is starting again)

*hint* the MV to this song is very disturbing :P LOL

okie, back to my paper now..blog more later~

My FengShui Horoscope for today~

You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love. (hahaha, only if its AF or BW) You like to help others and your future lovelife looks very good. (Y)(Y)(Y) LOL You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for good. Your life will take on a new direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, you will be glad for the change. (interesting...I wonder if it is what I think it is...)

Flo is your best friend:) "5", This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

You are a laid back person. You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reversed. (yn)

hahahaha..HAPPY :D Thanks hun for sending this to me~ LOL I hope my "wish" comes true very very soon (perhaps in July? hehe) and I totally look forward to whatever that "life-changing experience" is.

Had 2 very meaningful conversations yesterday. The first with a special friend (who will remain anonymous! lol) who...didn't really need to hear all I had to say, but was supportive and understanding :) *hugs* God made us so strong for a reason. The late night convo with my TWIN was just too funny and...inspiring? hahaha...there's a reason why you are my twin~ LOL, b/c only you will understanding the 2.5% of me!! hehe, and you know what...we really need to treasure those "receiving relationships" that we have :) I love you, bubu~ I promise that everything will turn out alright. You know I'll always be here for youuuu~~ remember our song? everything will pass :)

hahahaha...and crazy crazy K night for Scar's bday on Saturday. I think what happened that night, should remain in the room. LOL~ thanks to Clement for sending me the pics and clips...thoroughly *lum-ed* hahahahaha :P and yes, still looking forward to eating 大獲唔辣咖哩魚蛋!!!!!

off today, gotta clean my room, do the laundry and work on my paper *oosh* I can do it!! hahahaha :P

girls are special :)

男人...往往都是後知後覺 :P

remember~

完了吧 仍能撐起來!!!
你用心戀愛 下段道路定更精彩 :)

until he learns to love and respect you
he doesn't deserve you~

one day...we'll find the guy who can AFFORD his sincerity!! lol
someone who will find a good balance between $60000 and a piece of grass!!

*hugs* for my bubu

bad day

aii...bad day today.
can't wait till tm.

oh ya, flying to Japan with flo tonight *smile*