just...wuss?!

Saturday, October 28, 2006

from now on...happy posts only :)

Friday, October 27, 2006

so cheap. stupid york.

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

busy. mixed feelings. empty.

sooo much to do. quiz (aka MIDTERM) tomorrow so I have to study. which I don't feel like. but then again, when do I EVER "feel like" studying?? crazy. Frank, I can't wait till the end of the term when I get to write your evaluation. heh.

having a lot of mixed feelings about a lot of things. some things (that are totally not my business) have been on my mind lately, and I can't quite figure out what to make of it. I really should just "let it be" but then...how can I? oh geez. I don't know. its like I already know. but what can I do? nothing. ai, what am I talking about??? -_-"

empty. feeling so empty inside. like my heart is a big hole. a bottomless pit. I'm so busy on the outside, doing this and doing that...but nothing is registering or making sense to me on the inside. its like I've lost myself. haha, that sounds pretty serious. what I mean is, I just feel..empty. ya, thats all.

hmm..back to studying.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

good stuff. bad stuff.

so much going on lately...good stuff and bad stuff. lets start off with the bad stuff so, haha, I'll feel less depressed at the end of this entry :P

bad stuff...

I dropped my phone at the VIVA stop last week and um, I can't receive SMS anymore?! I dunno why, and it doesn't tell me when I have voicemail so I have to check it once in a while. Boo...I'm on contract with this phone for another 2 years...what am I gonna do?? -_-"

missed Scouts last week cuz Frank kept us till past 6pm...what is wrong with that guy? Our class is 2:30-5:30!!! we have a midterm this week and he had to finish covering everything up to chapter 6, and then he made us stay to copy down the 3 page "study guide" which he refuses to send out to us. boo you Frank!! argh

some tension and misunderstanding going on these days...I'm not really involved but I hope that nobody walks away with hard feelings. peace and love guys. reminds me we all need to pray more.

filmed all the outdoor scenes for our episode yesterday and it was FREEZING COLD!!! gahhh. but praise the Lord for the sunshine :) although we all turned into icicles (seriously, it wasn't even snowing, it was freezing rain!!) everything was on schedule and we all got to leave by 4pm.

and the good stuff...

bb's bday dinner on friday...started off kinda messy when we didn't know who was coming, what time we're booked for, where to park(? lol) etc. but ended up having a great night and lots of catching up with my sisters :) food wasn't all that great (but bb's veal chop was yummy!) and quite expensive but I think we all had a good time.

finished filming for our episode today (I think? I left early) and maybe some CMC b-rolls left to do later. but all in all everything went very smoothly. even got a free CD and Roger signed it for us! woohoo :)

finished my assignment thats due tm but haven't done any of my readings for this week yet. argh. and then there's Frank's 30% quiz. ai, Frank...I can't wait to do the evaluation for you at the end of the term!!! :P but at least my 4120 assignment is done! yayy~

mom made soup tonight! sooo happy. gonna go drink it now. then hopefully do some of tomorrow's readings. haha...and sleep early. actually I probably won't be able to sleep tonight after my 3 hour nap :D hehe...oh well!

bundle up people, its getting cold. and i don't just mean the weather :P

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

情深深 雨濛濛

the walk home from the viva stop...fighting against the winds and rain with my pucca umbrella...I realized I was missing a 何書桓...hahahahah :P

missing my dai lo a lot these days...I wonder how he's doing...

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

The Departed

Awesome Thanksgiving!! :) Thanks to Auntie Vennie for inviting us over!! Haven't had so much fun and good food in a while now. Nice to drink some homemade "soup" :) mmm....tasty!

Woke up around 10sth yesterday to wait for someone to call and head out to lunch. Of course, I waited till 12 only to find out that he was still in bed. HON. So, made udon at home and then headed out. What a beautiful day it was yesterday!! (today is very nice too, but its supposed to rain later on) Nice walk to VIVA stop, and NO CONSTRUCTION!! haha...my VIVA stop is right next to the construction site, and usually is very dirty and loud when I get there, but yesterday, ahhh...it was so nice and peaceful :)

Got there around 2:50pm and had some fun looking for Silvercity (hehe) and got our tickets and found some seats and waited...and waited...where were they? hahaha. Apparently, Jerome went and bought a fish so he had to prep it and take it over to Sa's place first. [yummy fish, thanks Jerome! :)] So we watched "The Departed"...um, I must agree with Sa that it was better than expected. Of course, Leo will never come close to Tony, but it wasn't too bad. I think for those who have never seen the original movie...this would have been pretty ok. Matt Damon was pretty buff, but this definitely isn't his best. All in all, I'd have to say that the movie was pretty funny...haha, esp that part with the Chinese mafia people. They should pay a couple bucks more to hire REAL Chinese speaking people and not just use some ABCs...I think the 4 of us were the only ones in the theatre who laughed...out loud :P

Then headed back to Sa's place to cook up a Chinese style Thanksgiving dinner. Of course, like all other traditional Chinese meals, we had (pumpkin) soup!! mm...so tasty! I believe fish is supposed to mean like good health/good energy or something, so of course we had that :) Actually, if you count the soup and fried rice, we had 6 things for 5 people!! ohoh, and of course...the MOONCAKE!!! hahaha *inside joke*

Too bad the others couldn't make it. Maybe next time (when Jerome cooks for us! :P) and we'll definitely need to get together and play more MJ!! Will never forget Jerome's "I HAVE A FLOWER!!!" hahahahahaha...aii, too funny :P

That's what Thanksgiving is all about. To be with your "family" and loved ones, and to share happy moments and GOOD FOOD :D Thanks guys...love you!! So glad that *you* made it, hehe, we seriously need to move out...or just move IN with Auntie Vennie!! hahaha :P

Sunday, October 08, 2006

這麼近 那麼遠...

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