just...wuss?!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Please support meeee =)

https://msors.mssociety.ca/WALK2006/Sponsor.aspx?&PID=845266&L=2

click here to make an online donation!! I've signed up for the MS Supercities Walk on April 23rd to raise money for the multiple sclerosis society. Every little bit makes a difference!! =)

Thanks for your support!!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

another beautiful day =)

opened the windows to let in some fresh air..wish I could be down at the playground with the screaming kids (lol) instead of sitting here reading...@_@ I miss playing on the swings...haha, and eating a chicken leg?? man..those were the days!!

I can't wait till Easter cuz then everything will be OVER. I'll feel less guilty for relaxing and enjoying the weather..haha (and not working on a paper =P) It's 3pm...I really should get cracking. 24 hours left till this baby is due...

[edit@9:53pm]

ohohoh...almost for got to mention about my LEO dream! hahaha...dreamt last night that I had the chance to go to Justin's concert and meet him backstage. We were chatting and I asked him if he remembered me...one of the crazy orange gals who went to the airport to see him and Leo in Toronto...and then kinda left Leo to take a pic with him (lol, this actually happened! haha) and Justin said YES! hahaha..that he remembered us and that was when Leo walked by and when he heard our convo, he kinda had a *hon* expression. Then (as if feeling left out) he barged in and told me that he remembered me too, but neither Justin nor I really cared to answer him. hahahahah..what a loser. I guess this was more a "Justin" dream, but still, wanted to share cuz it was funny and Leo's an idiot ("bak chi" lol) =P

Monday, March 27, 2006

busy week ahead...

add oil! add oil! we can dooooo it! =D

I'm looking at the bookmark that KK got for me. I pinned it up on my board. It says:
Don't fear tomorrow, God is already there =)

tired. long day. might be moving soon. hon2.

last night was fun. sing K w/Idol =D wahaha.

eat big lobster & yummy fish tonight.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hehehehehehe...=D

CPang sent out this link:
http://clickfate.com.tw/namefate/namematch.shtml

you can check how much you "match" with someone by typing in your Chinese names. hahaha...I got 80% match with Alex Fong! wahahahahaha...

sorry, a little too happy =P

Sunday, March 19, 2006

had a *flo* day today..hehe, only *you* would know what I mean =P

its gonna be a looonngggg night -_-"

Monday, March 13, 2006

foggy day

Shen's father passed away so he's back in Taiwan now...no class today.

stayed home and wanted to finish my editorial that due on Wed but..haha, well, its not quite DONE yet. Interesting day though...slept in till 12 (woohoo!) and then when I started to research for my editorial, I realized that you can't access archives on thestar.com (you have to pay for the articles if you want full text). So I went down to the library to search for my article and got my library card updated. Funny b/c they still had me as a "teen" card, hehehe.

My week of "rest" is over and starting this week, I have 1 thing due each week till April...when everything is due in the same week!! @_@ I forgot to call York today..but I don't think they'll accept me for May. Hopefully I'll get in for September. I actually found some jobs that I want to apply to (thanks Peggy!) and I hope I'll have time to write some cover letters this week.

it was sooo foggy today...kinda like how I feel. Just really unsure about everything right now. Trying not to think about the fact that I have about 1 month left at UT and thats it. sigh. before it was like I couldn't wait to get out of here..and now...its like I don't want to leave.

busy weekend coming up so I need to finish this editorial and get cracking on my phl paper thats due Monday. I doubt that Shen will give an extension just cuz he cancelled class for today. I need to stop being so lazy...

lunch w/ *you* and UTCCC tm =)

edit:

Daily Bible Verse [Monday 13 March]

Encourage each other every day, so that none of you become hardened by the deceit of sin. For we shall come to share in Christ if we hold firmly to the trust we had at first. (Heb 3:7-14)

Friday, March 10, 2006

for my gals...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX_CqLpKy78&search=wonbin%20cf

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwVQf40Oiuk&eurl=


haha, sorry I don't know how to make it so that you can just view it from my blog *hon*

but man...HOTTTNESSSSSS *drool*

Thursday, March 09, 2006

embrace yourself...the rest will follow =)

原來的你 始終都最美
就算已添了傷悲 
如何地力歇筋疲
但你不能再失去
原來的你 可否不放棄
讓我也感到欣喜 
回頭別覺得失所流離
如若沒人像我這般 疼你
because the GENUINE *you*
is the most beautiful *you*
yet at times, we can't always be who/what we want to be
but no matter how much work it takes
never let go of who *you* are
the REAL *you* is someone *you* must hang on to
so that *I* can also share your joy (and sorrow)
looking back, don't feel lost or abandoned
nobody will ever love *you* the way that *I* do
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
願你可拋棄煩惱
如無奈即管哭訴
就如這次 你聽我的禱告

願這生天氣晴朗
隨著夢把心釋放
未來以往 我倆不驚慌

一起走那怕夜深
夜靜後都會同行
齊觀賞這世間 有多吸引

長路上會晴或暗
事實上萬種可能
未曾放棄 仍相信有轉機


陪著我的仍是你
有你這真正朋友
未來那怕 命途堪荷
有你伴我
I love *you*

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

you're so stupid you hit a parked car!! hahaha...*hon*

remember those jokes back in elementary school?
*sigh* no comment, eh? =P hahaha...

today is a very non-fob day...went to eat Greek w/Estella...mm~ yummy souvlaki on (real) pita bread with Greek salad!! ^_^ and of course...ginger ale!! and driving through the old Kolbe neighbourhood...brought back a lot of memories...good memories =) haha, to think that Flora was 3 when I first met her and now she's going into highschool!! *gasp* darn..I guess that means we're old -_-"

I'm just trying to enjoy the remainder of my time at UT...these relaxing days of sleeping in till 11 and having 1 class a day...with Fridays OFF! har har =) it won't be like this anymore...boo...I guess its time to "officially" grow up. man, this entry is getting depressing!!

should be heading down to class in about an hour or so...I'm still so full from lunch (lol) I hope I get my usual seat tonight, better get down earlier!! I haven't done any work since my midterm last week so I think its time to actually start reading again. oh ya..and my editorial thats due next week...oops! hehe =P must start must start!!

got an email from my cheaps today...always good to hear from him =)

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mondays with Shen

At first, I intended to work on my editorial over the weekend, but of course..haha, I didn't *hon* butttt...I did accomplish a lot of other things. I went to RCIA with my mom on Saturday (saw prettie bethie again! hehe) and then went to confession and attended mass with my aunt. I'm so glad that I worked up the courage to go to confession b/c I think it makes a big difference to go during the beginning of Lent...so the remaining 40 days can actually MEAN something.

I've been working really hard since then not to sin. hahaha =P sound funny, doesn't it? well, I've been trying to be more patient and understanding, and in general nicer to people. I don't know if its working or not...but one big step was Sunday. whoa, I went to dim sum with my family (my big crazy chinese family) then went to Bill n' Betty's to "sit and chat" then went to dinner w/ ian, flo and mone...then 8pm mass with rod and grocery shopping. It was my "good girl" day...LOL. I don't remember when was the last time I actually spent so much time with my family and answered so many questions...you know..."questions" *hon* but it actually felt nice...and not time wasted. it was quality family time together..haha, or maybe I'm getting old. but its always nice to hear the adults talk about "when we were young..." (lol)

today is Monday..the beginning to a new week. also means 3 hours of lecture on phenomenology with Shen. haha, my dear dear Shen =) he actually ended at 5:45pm today instead of the usual 6:05 (lol) and it was actually still bright when we stepped out of BA! har har =P though I'm still very confused about the stuff he was talking about...I'm very glad that I stayed awake for the entire lecture. I wouldn't want to miss any minor points that may end up being a short answer question on the final and bomb it like I did the midterm -_-" boo...

then went to rod's for dinner and then to cmc for daily mass. I think Fr.Leung is getting sick of seeing us (lol) but he was very nice and offered the mass to rod's friend who passed away. nice to see biu rog again (its been long) and I'm glad that we could do "something" for him...

planning on skipping history of hk tm...har har. maybe I can finally get started on my editorial! LOL I just find that there is no point to go all the way down for 1.5 hours of lecture...or more precisely, to sit in the room and scramble to copy down his overhead notes for 1.5 hours when he posts them online. I really don't have respect for profs who are so...unpassionate about the course that they teach. and overall, I just think that its very unprofessional =P

looking forward to wednesday when I'll go down to GB for my dental clinic with Miss Wong (lol) I hope I won't gag when she takes impressions of my teeth =D then maybe I can go to Robarts and do some research for my paper before class...dunno. always have big plans...that crumble. but this Lenten season, I am going to be more motivated and assertive!! yes...I will work hard!! *you* too ^_^

Saturday, March 04, 2006

PEACE-ful

Feeling good today...went to mo do class with mom and saw prettie bethie and calvin fong (again, lol) then went to confession and 5pm mass =) feels really good to receive communion after going to confession. I hope I can keep up this sense of "peace" throughout Lent and for the rest of the year~

Last night was our first Peace BS following the new format that we came up with during the formation meeting. Thumbs up to mone, lala and Jerome =) 10 people showed up and we actually got to do a lot of sharing, so that was nice. I miss my peace brothers and sisters~

its only 9pm but I actually want to go to sleep..haha, getting old =P

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Ash Wednesday

Since I decided to give up MSN during Lent, I guess I'll use my blog as a venue of communication with the rest of the world =P Today was a good day...the weather was nice, and overall, I was in a good mood =D what a way to begin the Lenten season!!

So I said I would go on the Medjugorie Fasting scheme (bread + water only on Wednesdays and Fridays) but after today, I'm not quite sure if my body can take it or not. I'm feeling physically OK, but as my mom said, I need to have some food in my system if I need to take my meds. So, I might go back to just fasting on Fridays...not sure yet. But overall, it felt nice to be on just bread and water today, makes you appreciate things like...cheesestring and gum. LOL, and this girl was eating a hot dog beside me...man, did it smell GOOD! =P I think I'll have one before my test tm! hehe~

Woke up at 9 sth this morning and watched "A Perfect Murder" on TLC (lol) Went down to buy bread and wanted to get some more spongebobs for flo, but the BK only had 3 styles left and I wasn't sure if she had them already or not. Got some TTC tickets too...then came home and did everything I could do...so I wouldn't have to start studying! haha...did the laundry, faxed clearance forms to Rita, checked email...you know, the usual. When I finally sat down to study, I realized I had 140+ pages to read!! ding....@_@ well, not too bad considering I only have 3 articles (about 35 pages) left to do tonight...which means that I read a lot during the afternoon and on my way to school =D *proud smile* [actually not really b/c a lot of the pages were NOTES at the end of the articles!! LOL]

Young only went till 8sth tonight, but still couldn't make it to mass @ Newman (boo). ohoh, and some girl sat in my spot today!! argh..haha, I was kinda >.< ok =")">

well, went to Don Mills to wait for my parents, but got there after 9pm so everything was closed. BOO. Walked around the empty mall for about 30 minutes and then my parents came (after mass) went to buy congee for my mom and now we're home. 10:30pm and I really should finish up my readings so that I can go to sleep before 12. I've been trying to sleep earlier these days and its kinda working...in general, I wake up earlier too =) but then I'm super tired during the day...I dunno, my body is weird, or maybe its the meds. who knows?!

hope *you* finished your assignment on time =) and to everyone else a GOOD NIGHT!!