I am SO good at comforting myself and making myself feel better in the worst possible situations. hmm...you think its a gift or a curse? LOL Sometimes I wish I actually would care more, to be upset or worried or stressed...about the appropriate things. Of course, I do get upset and worried and stressed (or not) but I'm often told that its over petty and insignificant things that just don't make sense. Maybe I just don't make sense. hmm..dunno.

haven't been sleeping too well these nights, always coughing and stuff...boo. plan to eat dinner and watch movie then sleep =) then tm is read read read for philo and write final paper. blah.

hope my TA replies to my email (yn)

sick =( booo....

my babes will be flying in tonight!!! but I'm sick...booo...*cut cut*

haven't really been able to sleep these past couple of nights, been coughing up a LUNG. hon2. I better get better (haha, that sounds funny) before all my papers are due...@_@!!!

not much I wanted to say...I'm SICK and stuck at home. it looks really white and pretty from up here, but apparently the conditions are horrible outside. boo..and I also have 3 papers and a reading response to work on.

btw, my ICQ is down too...you think its a virus?

recaps...

Just to recap some highlights from the past couple of days...

Tuesday:
researched for my paper all day then went DT for LaLa's convo. omg, weather was soooo horrible!! but flo and I found this nice place on College with yummy chicken legs =) yup, better than Innis! LOL. it was nice to be at our sweetie's convo, even got to meet J.Lo's gf~ har har!! then back uptown, called suz to say happy birthday and back home. worked a bit on my paper till about 430 (thanks to my cutie siu bing for accompanying me!!) then zzzz...

Wednesday:
so I was successful enough to squeeze in about 5 hours of sleep that night and got up again around 930 to continue on the essay. worked worked worked (w/ flo's calls in between =D) and finished by 4pm and headed down. thanks to sor lo for mcdies and going to class with meeee~ haha, must write this down, my prof, he's crazy. our lecture was on prostitution and he made a comment that he could "order a prostitute faster than a pizza"...so our class asked him to "order" one...AND HE DID!! well, not exactly, but he called an escort service to ask for prices and stuff...it was hard for our 120 class not to laugh. man, hookers are expensive!! $250/hr, you guys out there must be pretty damn desperate to spend that kind of money. if you work it out, you can probably get a decent girl in bed with you by taking her out on a nice date and you wouldn't have to spend $250!!!!

Thursday:
lunch with my neighbour!! hehe, went to Luen Kee together and had some yummy food. then on the way home it was snowing!! wah, so pretty, sitting in his car and looking out at the houses and trees~ then went and got 2 xmas cards for my cousins in HK and back home to nap. don't remember doing anything at night...did I? nah...just TV, msn, then sleep =)

Friday:
thats today, which is not over yet, but so far all i've done is sleep and watch TV. didn't even eat a proper meal yet (its 530pm) will leave in about half an hour for CMC's Marian Procession. Peace will be there too =) aww..love my Peacers!! then to drinks with the Ward gang, and I'll finally get to see Doris, Ren and Meelee...after HOW long?! crazy...@_@ miss u gals!!

tm is local visit @ Western, I'm really excited cuz its supposed to be nice weather tm! =) woohoo, I get to see suzie!!!!! ^_^

today is Ingrid's birthday..I don't know where she is, but I just wanted to say:
Happy Birthday Ingie!!! Love yaaaaa~

o_O...I miss my mommieeeee!!

[back to Mars. estimated arrival time back to Earth: 6pm]

4.5 hours left to finish up the Philo paper thats due tm @ 10am!!!

miss my mommie. just looked @ his England pics. so much fun!
now I want to go on vacation too LOL

yes. save up and go to Korea to visit him after cheaps grad!!!! OOSH~

...back to work!

edit @ 8pm:

[back from Mars. 2 hours late]

boo. booo. what can I do? my mom is a funny person. very very funny. sigh, mothers. she told me to decide for myself whether I want to go to Medjugorie with Fr.Leung in June or not, and I told her "no" b/c I'm not sure when my convo is, and I don't want to miss this once-in-a-lifetime moment. so then she got upset at me and said that I was ditching her, and that I was the one who originally asked her to go (but this was before I knew that it may be the same time as my convo). so then she accused me of choosing my convo over her. wtf. then I said to her, that it was obvious that SHE didn't plan to go to my convo since she already decided to go to Medjugorie. what I don't understand is, does she think that I should miss my convo to go?? I guess she does or else she wouldn't have such a reaction. blah. I don't know what to say. just now, she told my dad that I accused her of intentionally missing my convo, when I am the one who is ditching her. haha. women. funny. poor dad. what is he supposed to say? this afternoon, rod called me to tell me that ryan's dad came back from hk to surprise him @ his convo. how sweet. so his dad will come all the way from hk for his convo, and my mom, haha, please, fly to Medjugorie. hon. so ya, now I'm the evil daughter who won't miss my own university convocation to accompany her loving mother to Medjugorie. do I have to go to confession for this?? either way, I am going to my convo. with or without her. too bad estella and patricia are not graduating with me, or else they will be sitting with me in con hall. wan.wong.woo. awwww. boo. whatever.

boo...

home alone on a saturday night
working on my philosophy paper

what are you doing??

congrats!!

wooohooo!! I knew you can do it =)

*happy happy* for my honey~

can't stop smiling...=D YEEEEEE

reorganizing my life

busy busy busy @_@

catching up on readings, doing research, planning my study/work schedule, cleaning my room, allocating more time to pray...

need to throw out a lot of stuff.

for *you*

dis.respect.

I said I wouldn't care anymore, but I couldn't help but wander into the english forum. Only to find some new magazine pics...of him wearing a cross as an accessory again. It bothers me. I don't understand why people wear crosses and rosaries like that. Don't they KNOW the religious significance of such items?? Are they that dense or just plain disrespectful??

I have stopped making up excuses for him.
I think its time for me to grow up.
This will be my last entry about him.

on a happier note, I was webcamming with Mommie last night. miss him so much =) I should fedex some fruits over to korea for him! LOL. have a fun and safe trip in Scotland!!~

tonight is PEACE *smile*

my cutie siu bing =)

for the second time in a week, I ran into siu bing on campus. both times, he saw me first. I don't know how to explain the feeling, but its always nice to run into someone on campus. esp my cutie sai lo who always has the biggest smile on his face =D no matter day or night, seeing him brightens my (whole) day!!~

there is just something about genuine friendship that makes me feel very "gum dong". haha, I don't mean to get all sentimental, but I was thinking about this a lot on my TTC ride home. some relationships are REAL. and some..haha..are not. some people you love, you can see and talk to, and some...you can only watch and talk about. I think its time to concentrate on those people I love who can actually love me back.

haha, I better stop before this turns into a depressing entry.

siu bing, thanks for brightening up my day!! =)

dai bing luff you~~ [+oil] hehe